Thursday, March 25, 2010

Glory Be 11x14 At The Moment 36x24



Two cloud scenes for your listening pleasure. Both paintings depict skies. Both have a low horizon. Both of them display some foliage etc. But, they are distinct in a variety of ways... that much is obvious. I want to see my old friend Leonardo. He lives five hundred miles and two worlds away. My daughter will visit him and his family this week. I will send a letter. I need to write him a good one but, what can I say? The last time we met his middle son and I sat on the porch of their little adobe house with a leaky tin roof, one eyed dog and ducks and chickens in the kitchen. Hugo described how he was going to be a different kind of cop, he wasn't going to let himself get corrupted. He had just graduated from the Sonora Police Academy and was waiting for his first assignment. Leona and Nena were hoping it wouldn't be far from their home. They glowed with pride but you could tell they were afraid for him...and they had reason to be. What kind of country regularly finds bags full of dismembered police officers on the courthouse steps? Do not for a minute think that America or the western world is much like the rest of the world. Yes, human nature is just that. There are plenty of similarities on a micro level. But take in a little overview of recent history and you will see a huge distinction between the evolutions of societies. Those that embraced rule of law...have enjoyed much peace and freedom for their peoples. Those that have been continually conquered and governed by despots and dictators that embrace socialism continue to reel under the weight of oppression to this day. The left leaning politicians, activists and, dare I say artists have no idea what they are playing at. These very same "leanings" are the root for much of the oppression most of the world's population is suffering under. No, we are not the same and the more we follow the lead of the world's "leaders" (United Nations etc.) the more we are going to lose the liberties that make America and countries like ours unique. American exceptionalism is real. There are real and concrete reasons why our police officers don't show up in bags. We cannot afford to continue to promulgate the ideas that cause envy between classes or to believe that the government exists to give us stuff. The gov't. cannot create...jobs or...health care. Someone who is productive has to pay for it...and the last I heard the gov't. is out of money. Where do they plan on getting more? To "make the rich pay their fair share" sounds good if you're poor and are looking for a hand out...or vengeance. But in a country like ours that kind of rhetoric does nothing but result in the punishment of productivity and foment hatred for success. Oppression is a real and present evil...it's horrors are unknown to most westerners. That's why I say that those who embrace the well sounding arguments of the left have no idea what they are playing at. Hugo is dead. Leona is crushed. And mild-mannered men are forced to rant like this...and use their pretty pictures to convey dark feelings and ferocious fears.

Monday, March 22, 2010

Up The Hill ...18x24 A River Of Mine 18x24


These are both scenes from last summer's escapades. We traveled north and west...up the coast. The river is the Umpqua in Oregon near our good friend's house. The dry grass view is just up the hill from San Francisco, towards Sacramento. Reminiscent of yesteryear, well, last year, these scenes evoke pleasant memories. Last week we stopped by a local taco stand for some spicy nourishment. Sitting outside on plastic chairs next to the taco mobile, waiting for our order of carne asada with tripita to arrive we were listening to the distorted strains of Mexican Banda music. My oldest son was overcome by a nostalgic zephyr that prompted him to say "This reminds me of the Homeland". I was quick to reply, "Yeah? Well this reminds me of Homeland Security". One place, two generations and two distinct impressions. Eddie is 17 today. He takes after me in all the ways that are really important to a father... all the heavily prejudiced opinions of a snaggle-toothed, jaded old man...a real chip off the ol' block. But, our tastes are very different. My other kid, Marissa, is on her way to Mexico this week. (I told you we were mexed up!) She will glibly travel to the epicenter of crime, corruption and big-hearted hospitality ...will be spending Semana Santa in Los Mochis, Sinaloa. This one shares both my opinions and my tastes...a double chip if you will. Thankfully, both of these have extra large hearts which should keep them in good stead should their opinions be crossed overmuch...which is bound to happen... living with Eli the terrible.

Sunday, March 14, 2010

I Dream Of Ducks

I instinctively started to quack. We were in the middle of our latest blow and in spite of the rain and windshield wipers flapping I could see the four mallards clearly as they set their wings in a final descent over the flooded wash. Do you dream about ducks? The beautiful teal pictured here was a fun little oil sketch...an ode to my favorite bird (pigeons notwithstanding). I think I will make a series of duck pictures before the next season. As a boy I traipsed around the wetlands that surrounded my Minnesota home in pursuit of birds and bad weather...and muskrats. I found them all...in abundance. My heroes were wildlife artists, Maass, Kuba, Browne and like them, I wanted to paint ducks in all their glorious splendor. Anymore, at this mid-point of life, I'm resigned to dwell in the dry desert and remember with frequent fondness my fowlicious forays of yesteryear and...dream of duck on occasion. I know that the empassioned love of waterfowl does appear to be a somewhat frivolous flight of fancy for a person of my age and responsibilities. Let me just say that once you get duck in your blood, you're hooked. It is a habit, a fowl habit...but I confess... I am addicted to quack!
Ashes to ashes, ducks to ducks.

Friday, March 12, 2010

Cloud Medley





When I saw Elvis (In concert...not the taco stand in Alamos) he only sang medleys of his hits. I don't know if it was because he couldn't sing a complete song all the way through or that they were "arranged" that way. I had a sneaking suspicion that his band, which was completely hidden in the dark way to the back of the stage, just followed his semi-coherent musical meanderings while he mechanically flung brightly colored chiffon scarfs to the audience. He stood almost motionless next to a big rack of those scarfs and periodically would grab a hand full and sling 'em over his neck. They were light and fluffy and sailed ever so slowly into the first couple of rows of screaming fans. That image has stayed with me ever since alternately creeping me out (like the times I've spied him in Mexico in recent years) or inspiring me to similar antics every time I find myself alone on stage, front and center. Above is a medley of cloud pictures not too much different from Elvis' song medley referred to here...sans scarfs.

Sunday, March 7, 2010

The X Factor



Though I have been working with the diligence of a Roman slave strapped to a millstone, I've been trying my darnedness not to have any adventures lately. It seems to be working. I guess winters were made for hunkering down and riding out the storm. Not to say that the crazy vicissitudes of life haven't thrown the curves they're known for. No, our little soap-operas continue here in the rainy desert but spring is in the air and adventures hide around every bend in the road, whether we want them or not. Just like the sheriff deputy that was sneakily staked out with his radar gun aimed at little ol' innocent me as I flew into the school zone doing 70mph the other day. At first I thought he might be stopping me for not using my horn (enough...or seat belt...or turn signal) as I blew the doors off several cars while passing them on the shoulder of the road about two blocks before the said "school" zone crosswalk. Well, the Defensive Driving School was an acceptable alternative...(to three years hard labor on the rock pile in Florence prison) so I happily attended my "sentence" last Tuesday eve with a room full of Arizona traffic law violators. What a lowly bunch of losers...I fit right in!
Learned...
Arizona is number 1 in red light runners...
Passing on the shoulder is not lawful in Az....
Seat belts do save lives...
They have some serious wicked videos of red light runners causing some serious wicked damage...
I am not going to wear a monkey mask (any more) to disguise my red light running and speeding from the photo enforced zones sprinkled throughout my home town. (This last one I was forced to write on the chalk board one hundred times)



Friday, March 5, 2010

These Three Remain




So, be extra patient with me this month. I have no idea why the paint is taking so long to dry. There must be some sort of conspiratorial agreement between the paint manufacturers, the weathermen and my many enemies. Never has the idiom "...It's like watching paint dry" carried such profound weight and horrible veracity in its ability to convey tedium and misery. I have paintings that have been here over a month waiting to ship. I guess the upside is that I have a pretty healthy gallery going...the down side is that I have would-be art patrons and friends that are getting to the end of their fuse and who knows what will happen when they blow? Therefore...if you read this and have purchased lately...or are contemplating a new little masterpiece for that perfect spot above the fireplace, remember...
Better late than never...
Good things come to them that wait...
A penny saved is a penny earned...
Time is on my side...
Time flies when you're having fun...
Time is of the essence...
A stitch in time saves nine...
Third times' a charm...
Time and tide wait for no man...



Wednesday, February 24, 2010

Front Range 24x30 No Ducks 18x24 Where Clouds Are Born 18x24








Another happy trio of decorative wall coverings. Oh that they were more than that. Well, pictures were made for hanging just like outlaws and ...fly strips. Not much we can do about it but to enjoy 'em (the paintings, not the outlaws and flies) while we can. I've been making a lot of snow lately. We've been frolicking in it a good bit this winter and I've been able to get a nice variety of photos and ideas for wintry scenes...hope you like 'em. At our elevation we've received more rain than anything but the snow levels have crept down almost to the house here in Catalina a few times. The river (wash) is flowing too which makes for nice inspiration. See the link on this page for available paintings.


Wednesday, February 17, 2010

Four For The Show







For all the creative juices that flow and ebb so liberally around here...you would think that I'd be able to come up with cool and inventive names for my paintings. Alas, as a sort of last resort/cop-out I have begun to let other people, namely my daughter, come up with clever, albeit girly, titles for my latest batch of landscape wonderlands. Clever as they might sound, they are definitely feminine in their aura...casting the whole work into an oblique light that hardly reflects the sentiments of their maker. For the time being, so be it! I hope you can enjoy these latest pieces (in spite of the titledge) I do struggle with the naming process...rarely do I ever experience anything even akin to writer's block when it comes to subjects to paint or...write about. But this naming of paintings really is a horse of another color. These four are available for auction this next week.


Wednesday, February 10, 2010

Unending 24x18 Shining 24x18


These are being made available on auction this week. There is a link on the top right of this page that will lead you there...Maybe you came here from there and in that case you'll have no need to check out the auctions. In any case let me say that both of these are original oil paintings. The top one pictured is titled "Unending"...inspired by a scene not far from Pismo Beach, Calif. The lower one is a view from last week's excursion to Pine Top, AZ. Nine feet of fresh snow covered the mountain. The picture is from the forested area coming out of and down the hill a bit from Show Low.

Thursday, February 4, 2010

Duck Hole 24x18 Skyburst 22x28


Well, I am over the Viking's loss and duck season has ended. I have been tempted to consider a waterfowling excursion into Mexico to extend the seasonal glory but I think I better sit tight and ride out the rest of the winter here. Anyway, for me, Mexico and vacations don't mix. Too many haunting and harrowing adventures south o'da border for me to so glibly clear away all those of memories enough to enjoy the pursuit of self-seeking pleasure slaves. I have had two invites lately to bask in the balmy and briny beach-glow at Puerto Penasco (Rocky Point) It's just two or three hours south of here...and a million worlds away. I sense my responsibilities lie elsewhere at the present. Maybe, if we do go, it will be to spend time with my life-long pal Leona. He's the one whose son was gunned down last month by the mafia. The salmon bench pictured below was made by our deft and artistic teamwork. ...just one of hundreds of artifacts that we've built together. Both pictures above describe the scene on the way to our favorite and secret duck hole...Eddie says "don't forget to buy some owl shot next time you're going there"

Thursday, January 28, 2010

Rudy 36x24 Cow In Field 12x24


These are available from the studio. They are framed in very snazzy antiqued black 3.5 wide profile furniture grade joined frames. These are from my Master Series paintings...made over time with multiple glazes. I will consider trades for musical instruments as well as cash, gold, diamonds or guns. Sounds too good to be true doesn't it? Well, I was exaggerating a bit about the diamonds and gold part...but you can always send lawyers, guns and money. Seems you'll almost always need the first when the other two are involved. Rudy is $1295 Cow costs $675

Saturday, January 23, 2010

Let's Make A Deal

Deal or no deal? I'm open to trade. If you like any of these pieces I'm posting...or want something new for your home, office or cabin but don't want to spend the shekels then...we may yet have a reason to get you into your newest and best investment of the year. I'm open to painting on commission for trade...presently looking for hunting gear and or places to hunt/fish. Let me know if your interested and what you got and chances are we can get you that special designer art piece you've been pining for. Write me at Los Hawkins @ yahoo.com and we can discuss this further. This painting has been sold.
PS. I'm also interested in musical instruments...etc.

Friday, January 22, 2010

Dusk In MY Eyes 24x48 Fruited Plane 24x48


These two gargantuan monsters will be offered on auction...if you'd like to bid see the link to "Link To Art For Sale" on the right (top)
I have yet to see the article /photo but one of my paintings made the cut for the Feb./March issue of International Artists magazine "landscape" competition. Apparently it's already hit the news stands, a very cool honor indeed. I really dig this publication...good inspiration for realist painters etc., So if your looking for some pleasant sightseeing check it out. I was informed that I'd be getting a free subscription as a prize so, true to starving artist form, I am holding out till I get my first copy. Maybe I'll check it out at Barns & Noble next time I'm at the mall searching for my teenage skate-boarders as they try to elude proprietors, mall cops and parents in their pursuit of the perfect bench to grind.

Thursday, January 21, 2010

The Long Fence 24x36

The boys, fifteen and seventeen (in March) respectively, get along remarkably well. They are like twins...rarely leaving each other's side. I had Eddie out for a long day of duck hunting last week. The whole time his conversation was peppered with references to his younger brother; what he would be saying or doing if he were with us. At the end of our excursion, as the sun was going down, he unabashedly said he missed his brother Eli. So, I brag on these two and often take credit for their familial affections and brotherly love. After all, I tell them, I am their creator. That said, I was startled suddenly the other day by a rare and invective-filled commotion just outside the studio. So much was the clatter that I was forced to rise from my easel where I sat perched and still with brush in hand, poised for a last and deftly placed stroke on a masterpiece, to see what was the matter. Well, it seems, (I was told) that boy #2 had "accidentally" elbowed his older brother in the face...a couple of times. Boy #1 purposefully yet "instinctively" "...couldn't help myself" wound up and punched his little brother in the nose...hard. Now they appeared to be fighting over who was going to get a paper towel to soak up the blood pouring out of poor Eli's face. As we sat at the table for lunch a little while later the boys recounted all the times one has bloodied the other's nose, alternately finishing each other's sentences and laughing all the while. I'm just glad the punch wasn't "instinctively" placed a little lower and thus smashed 3K's worth of braces. I would have had my own "Couldn't help myself" reaction that I'm sure would have CPS breathing down my neck. I guess all's well that ends well.

Saturday, January 9, 2010

My Big Fat Mexican Wedding 36x24

Yes, I had one, seems like just yesterday.



New Years Talent Show

I think we were playing Crocodile Rock...not really an Elton look-alike but I can play that (in the key of C) and still know most of the lyrics.

Monday, December 28, 2009

Robert In Korea


You might remember an entry I made here about a year ago...maybe a little more. It was a request to pray for the people of North Korea. Our friend Robert marched across the frozen Tumen river the other day (from China) demanding / pleading for relief for the people who suffer incredible deprivations there. (We have seen videos of streets strewn with orphaned kids...) Well, regardless of the guidance or misguidance of his actions please pray to the God of heaven that He take care for Robert...and especially for the people (millions?) that are starving and being tortured in north Korea. What's happening there is on the scale of the holocaust, it's not a few aberrant political dissidents on some obscure mountain top somewhere far away...it's a whole country being oppressed like you and I can hardly imagine. Here's an article about Robert

Have Yourself a merry Little...



Here's a little Christmas cheer...Ellie is learning this tune and Marissa pretty much just plays what we tell her to. Maybe I'll upload some of her blues piano playing soon.

Wednesday, December 23, 2009

Salmon Bench 1998

The salmon bench was an idea whose time had not yet come. I carved these fishies out of a conglomerate called cantera stone. Two inches thick, this is the balsa wood of rocks. I perforated the piscatorial silhouettes with a hammer drill and broke them free of the stone. Before they swam away I took chisels and grinders to 'em and magically made dirt come to life. Don't laugh, a lot of really smart people believe that happened once before. Anyway, I inlaid them into a big slab of cottonwood which is one of the worst kinds of wood you ever want to work with. It can be pretty but it is twisty and punky and tears and rips and continues to warp and cup long after you think it's dried. Why use it? 'Cause it's cheap and available and you're in Mexico living off of dirt, (that has yet to come to life) that's why. The frame is made of iron which we heated in a hand-cranked forge and pounded and made into very cool split feet that looked like leafs and added some other hand-forged details. All this spells a lot of work...not to mention the magic that went into it. I made a series of benches and rocking chairs with elaborate, fancy appointments that were either way ahead of their time or...a little too out of fashion . A few of them sold and a couple ended up in various rooms of my house. I gave this one away to a friend with a house full of unruly kids with too many crayons, scissors and not enough dirt out in the back yard to play in. The last time I saw it, it was hard to even recognize through all the scratches and dings and graffiti. It should outlast most of us though. Maybe that says something about wood and steel....the main ingredients in dirt. Or maybe it says something about flaky artists with too much time on their hands...

Monday, December 21, 2009

Boys With Guns Rooster Repose 12x16


My friend is a bit of a gun nut. And he is also a serious art collector. What? You don't think the two can go co-exist? Well, he has some of the biggest and best artists of the west in his collection and was on the board of the prestigious Rocky Mountain Oyster Club art show for many years. The rooster pictured above can attest to his keen sense of quality and good taste(huh?)...it hangs on a wall somewhere not far from a large Burt Proctor original...one of my western heroes. I could rattle off a list of artistical whose who (whose work hangs next to mine, lucky them) but, the real collection was the pile of armament we unloaded from a few humble vehicles the other day. We had a very fun afternoon throwing lead around the desert, shooting clay pigeons, plinking targets and enjoying the sunset within view of the Tortolita mountains. To be honest, I'm a little skittish around guys with firearms that don't have a hunting background. It seems there's something different about the way a person handles a gun if they were taught by a dad or uncle or grandpa out in a corn field or a duck blind when they were almost too small to hold up a .410. ...and almost sunk the canoe by putting a couple of shots through the hull. Anyways, these were good ol' boys and everyone was safe and very helpful with the kids. Eli took the sporting clays honors (again) and all of us (except Scott, who is a distant relative of Tiger Wood's wife) could place a nice grouping with a variety of caliber of handguns. Scott is good at golf though...he almost beat me the last time we played.

Sunday, December 20, 2009

Sierra Vista 24x30 Mill Pond Blues 12x24


The bot fly larva are large and undulating and particularly gruesome when coupled with images of the Star Trek movie where Kan dropped one in Chekov's ear. Black to creamy white in coloration they start out as little eggs under the skin and grow to finger-sized worms usually found between the skin and muscle. I've wanted to learn the song Mule Skinner Blues for a while now but truth be told, rabbit skinning, although relatively quick and easy, has the potential to send you into a psychological downward spiral that even a last-minute-change-of-heart Kamikaze couldn't pull out of. Yes, your dreams of tasty, mouth-watering rabbit fricassee can be quickly dashed when you encounter one of these little beauties wriggling around your food while preparing breakfast. So was my experience the other day after a lovely morning hunt bagged some wild game for the family larder. Well, according to the Arizona Game & Fish web site there is no harm in using meat that has been host to these dainty little parasites. I guess the upside is that they have a distinct nutty flavor and are a good source of protein. I have encountered bot fly larvae many times and, in fact, so common it's become that I am probably an unwitting host to several colonies at this moment. Don't worry for me though, I should be just fine...just don't skin me alive. These are my Christmas week images (above)...at least for now. There's been a pile of visitors here lately and with all the running around and bot flies invading it's a wonder I can even keep painting.

Friday, December 18, 2009

Move Out 24x36


This painting should be titled The Generation Gap. Why? 'Cause when I was a kid all it took to spark my imagination was a field like this. It bespoke endless possibilities for adventure and mischief. Yes, hiding behind every crook of this creek, just waiting for discovery and for me to prove my mastery over God's unwitting and innocent creation were bugs and creatures and fish and fowl...that's what I see. My kids, on the other hand, if dropped off in the middle of this big meadow would scan the horizon for any sign of civilization and make a bee-line for the nearest seven-eleven with the wild hope of scoring a Slim Jim and a Slurpee. Hmm, that sounds good. Maybe there isn't as much of a gap as I thought.

Wednesday, December 16, 2009

Whispering Winds 30x24

The last time I had seen Daniel we were joking about ending up in a Mexican prison. His was a genuine laughter...mine was nervous. There was an outside possibility, it seemed, that some time in the clink might be in the cards if we (he especially) didn't play the hand right...Or, of course, if God almighty had other plans. If He did, I was hoping they didn't include me. At least not in regards to jail-time purification. We joked again the other night, our first reunion since his release a month or so ago. After five long months in the stir I was expecting to see a hobbled, gaunt figure with sunken eyes and a peaceful aura of benevolent acquiescence...the result of endless days of torture and starvation, scrounging for bugs on a damp cell floor somewhere in the bowels of an old fortress where the moaning souls of tormented men never cease to wail. I had dreamed of Dan as Gandolf the White and was half expecting to see fire fly from his cane. Well, in keeping with the holiday mood and all, he appeared a bit more like a jolly white-bearded, heel-clicking version of the image I had in mind. It seems the only comfort (besides family) he was deprived of was a mirror. And when he finally got a good look at himself, expecting a Tom Hanks look-a-like after Cast Away, he was surprised to see an even healthier Dan - bigger, stronger, faster. Well, that's a bit of an exaggeration but he did look good and our reunion was as sweet as it could be considering the circumstances. In some sort of twisted-universe, twilight zone kind of way, we could be considered responsible for how things played out. Not that anybody did anything wrong mind you. Remember, we were dealing with a third-world country whose corruption knows no limits and which treats people and justice like so much garbage thrown out the window of a passing car on highway 15 in southern Sonora. Our adoption of Trini precipitated the forcing of hands that were being sat on, as the saying goes, and, well, it stirred up a few hornets nests besides and as a result, produced the most stress filled three years of our lives. Trials and tribulations always come. Life is full of them. Thankfully there is One, whose name is the Prince of Peace, who gives peace in the midst of turmoil. His words often come to mind "...In the world you will have tribulation, but be of good courage, I have overcome the world." Thanks again to all friends far and wide who offered up prayers, however feeble. The King eternal hears and none of us are any the worse for wear. The net of all this is that Dan has a great war-story to tell, Trini is growing and happy with her new family and Mexico has apologized, actually calling us the "victims" of their internal problems. No, no one feels that justice was served but at least we're not rotting away in a steel drum somewhere on the outskirts of Ciudad Juarez...or worse.

Monday, December 14, 2009

Sunset Blvd. 18x24

This snappy little sunset is available on auction this week before Christmas. See link at top right of page for access.

Wednesday, December 9, 2009

El Dorado 24x36

Available on auction here.

Santa's Helpers

That's me in the middle, red boots and all. The snow elves pictured on either side of me are grandmothers now...I seem to be the only one who barely ages. I found an old school chum recently by searching You Tube. We were in a band together...were gonna be bigger than the Beatles. What happened? Well, I am bigger than any beetle I've ever seen and ...I found a video of Mark playing guitar with Janis Joplin's original band. (BBHC still tours!?!) Had Mark moved away from the weather pictured here I'm sure he would have gone straight to the top. FYI northern peoples, your hibernation for 6 months of the year costs you that much more in productivity. Think what you could achieve if you all moved south.

Monday, December 7, 2009

Rudy 36x24

I painted this very expressively...lots of paint and large brushes. I made this over several days adding glazes of colors and washes. If I had any sense I would keep this one in my private gallery for secret showings on special occasions. Senseless as a water bug, I have made this available on auction here.

Saturday, December 5, 2009

The Low Field 12x24

It was dark, just after sunset on a cool and cloudy winter evening. The squad car's lights were strobing brilliant blue and red and I was half blinded. I waved the knife back and forth, reminiscent of Sulu when he fought captain Kirk (one of my favorite episodes and one that readily comes to mind whenever I find myself in similar circumstances, wildly waving a knife to stave off my opponents in the narrow hallway of a space ship). The drop point blade glowed and glistened as it arched and weaved and cut deft swaths through the still and emergent desert eve. I was completely oblivious as to how this might look to passing cars or... the video camera pointed at us from the patrol car.
We had just spent the whole day packing and moving a friend's household. We were bone-tired and more than ready to stop at Nico's Tacos on the way home. Our only goal, as we yawningly planned our future was to pick up a couple of fish burritos and spend the rest of the evening, sans girls, burping and rubbing our bellies and leaving a big ol' mess in the kitchen. My cat-like reflexive maneuver to strap on the seat belt at almost the same instant the siren blared and the flashing lights from the lawman's car on my tail filled the interior of our bedraggled mini van, left Eddie and Eli in awe. I'm sure they were wondering how I could move so fast at my age and after such a long and laborious day. Well, as I've proved more than once, a cop on your tail is a sure-fire remedy for vehicular lethargy. A very nice patrolman with a heavy German accent informed me that the translucent red tape had come off my busted tail light and as I braked I was blinding the drivers behind me; much like his spotlight was blinding me at the moment (he really said that) So, as he checked my criminal history I dutifully pulled the red tape out of the glove box (can you tell I've been through this before?) and proceeded to the rear of my car, knife in hand (ostensibly to cut the tape). I was half-way through the job when the officer returned to chat with me. Lucky for me he hadn't checked my background in Mexico and Central America. Anyway, as affable as he was ( and I, of course) my friendly gesticulating left him a bit uncomfortable. He asked if I wouldn't mind putting the knife down on the bumper as we finished our conversation. I was just getting ready to broach another subject (the weather) when I realised my faux pas. I apologized, set the knife down, instinctively stepped away from the vehicle (yes, I've seen COPS) and sprawled, spread-eagle on the pavement. Hey, don't blame me if I'm an animated conversationalist. Plus, it's not every day a cop that sounds like "Arnold" pulls you over in Tucson, Arizona.

Tuesday, December 1, 2009

By A Stream Near A Lake 14x11

It was a neat little house with a big red barn; a nice hay field and this pond were part of the deal. The place was for sale. The price was good and it was near the coast...had a big garden spot too. Well, we still talk about greener grass over there somewhere but the dreams of the "perfect" house and the "perfect" life (replete with the perfect fishing hole(s) and plenty of wild game) come careening and crashing to an abrupt halt when once you start to hang your hat on them. Dreams are fickle things you know; not a lot of hat hooks sticking out of them. They come and go and vanish like a slim wisp of smoke from a butane liter at a Ted Nugent concert or...The kinks, The Who, Bob Seeger, Elvis, Yes, The Eagles...I guess any number of settings wherein a liter has faintly flickered in my outstretched hand only to leave the slightest hint of a trail of a foggy, ghost-like memory buried deep within my cortex, would suffice for this imagery. Some of us have learned to content ourselves with more modest "dreams"...of actually waking from them (literal ones) everyday (in the a.m.) and making it through another sun-cycle without offending anyone or kicking the dog. This is the criteria my dreams (figurative) must meet. They are not dependent on circumstances. They are much bigger and much more important (internally) than where I live or how much sweet mula I make. Besides, we all know that character is formed by the shattering of dreams and the beautiful string of disappointments and unmet expectations our lives seem to be made up of. At least that's what I tell my kids at Christmas. They've already started haranguing me about all kinds of very expensive toys they want me to buy them. Haven't they learned anything?